time for a change.

so i know this is like a public blog and i'm not sure anyone actually reads it but this is just me rambling about things i wish to change. i don't really know why i write in this thing.

i'm sick of myself.

sick of who i've been and who i am.

sick of letting the things of this earth get me down and take over me.

sick of letting people treat me the way that they do.

sick of myself treating people the way i don't want to be.

sick of not using my time wisely.

sick of not having the right motives and the right heart.

sick of not loving Jesus the way He should be loved.

sick of not realizing who i should be in Christ.

when will it change?

when will i begin to make a change?